The blanket was there

There blanket was there, but it was his embrace that covered and warmed me. Never in my life have I encountered such warmth. I found myself seeking for more. It was like an addiction. I find myself suffering from withdrawal symptoms. I longed to be in his arms again.

Yet, there was no more. Just as it has happened, he vanished without a trace. I find myself reliving the memory again and again, each time, I wished things would have ended differently.

Am I destined to be fooled again? For he has opened up a side of me that I have never known before. Unlike the rest before him, he's full of surprises, affectionate and considerate beyond what I have known before.

Had it not for the years that I failed to bridge in my heart, and perhaps yours too, things could be very different now.

I miss the sense of security I felt while in your arms. The care and concern you showed when I was under the weather was like no one else. The affectionate hugs for me when I was down, the warmth and sweetness you exuded when you started feeding me. All these, are now, but memories for the rest of my life.

Thank you for showing me, that actually, I craved from physical touches. I have began to hug my parents, and they saw the change in me. My new chapter in life has just began.